This could be your father...I promise you will like him

Cool guy huh... yes he still smokes and he is obnoxiously obsessed with all things pittsburgh(steelers, penquins, pirates, basically anything black and gold), and he cusses like a sailor. But let me tell you...he is the sweetest, most loving man you will ever know once you have his heart. I can't wait to see how you will change his life too. He has a few requests...I think they are pretty reasonable...1.) you are allowed to ask us if you can play any sport but soccer, it would kill him. 2.) please root for IU, he is lonely in our house as me and your brother Baylor cheer for the cards.

we love just the thought of you so much it hurts!

So the journey begins FO REALSIES!!!!

So being an adult is sometimes is not all it's cracked up to be....in your teens you think about what your life will be like when you have a job. You can buy whatever you want and live where you want and do what you want....and then God laughs at you right along with your parents.

What I am getting at is the simple fact that you never realize what a miracle a child is until you are faced with the reality that you might not get one. Things are not so dreary for me yet, but the thought never goes away. So I am going to write those thoughts down so that when I am proven wrong and holding my sweet child with my husbands eyes and hopefully my hair color if it's a girl, I can show them how much they were truely wanted.

We got the news in Janurary that I am annovulatory. Super cool when you are in high school and still a virgin to not get your period every month....not so cool when you are 28 and have BAYBEE on the BRAINZ!!!!!!!

So here I am on clomid...hoping for the best and already making deals with myself if it doesn't happen right away.......don't take too long baby seese, your mother doesn't have a lot of patience.