So the journey begins FO REALSIES!!!!

So being an adult is sometimes is not all it's cracked up to be....in your teens you think about what your life will be like when you have a job. You can buy whatever you want and live where you want and do what you want....and then God laughs at you right along with your parents.

What I am getting at is the simple fact that you never realize what a miracle a child is until you are faced with the reality that you might not get one. Things are not so dreary for me yet, but the thought never goes away. So I am going to write those thoughts down so that when I am proven wrong and holding my sweet child with my husbands eyes and hopefully my hair color if it's a girl, I can show them how much they were truely wanted.

We got the news in Janurary that I am annovulatory. Super cool when you are in high school and still a virgin to not get your period every month....not so cool when you are 28 and have BAYBEE on the BRAINZ!!!!!!!

So here I am on clomid...hoping for the best and already making deals with myself if it doesn't happen right away.......don't take too long baby seese, your mother doesn't have a lot of patience.